I love how this is actually acurate for me. I met one I really loved that time at december 21, last year. He could keep the chaos away I was living in. Although he loved me back, we were seperated through time and distance. It didnt last for long. I tried everything to make it work but we both knew it couldnt last.
So yeah, those first lines really remember me of that,
and I really love how you wrote it
Sometimes I still look back at it like: why am I not next to him anymore? But I've heard he changed alot and I'm glad I met him at his best.
But don't worry about me, because I'm really glad I have the memories <3